My Beautiful Black Woman I Could Never Love

It is a waste of time loving you because I can never make you feel loved.
You associate aggression with strength and since I am mild mannered I can never make you feel loved.

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Your fear of being taken advantage of creates a need for you to be in control but since I could never let my woman assume my role as her man I can never make you feel loved.

I would gladly protect, provide, and serve you but since you’ve been taught by reality shows that drama is the new form of passion I can never make you feel loved.
Why can you not see that I would love to give you more time? But in my eyes you are my queen and I am trying to conquer the world only so I can give it to you, but since you don’t understand I can never make you feel loved.

It is so sad that I have been praying for someone like you and you have been praying for someone like me but the harsh reality is that over the years my beautiful black woman you have been broken. You have been hurt time and time again and need to heal before I can properly love you.
Before I can properly love you you must first learn how to completely love yourself so that you believe me when I tell you that because your flaws are a part of you, I love your flaws as well.
My beautiful black woman instead of praying for a man, pray that God makes you whole so that I can meet and fall in love with the real you. The parts of you that someone lied to you in the past and told you to hide because if anyone ever knew the real you they would never accept you.
Pray that God heals your mind of the misconception that drama is needed because i promise I can make you feel passion in ways you never thought possible if only you understood how good letting me love you would be. I was made when you were made because I was made for you but the reason we have yet to meet is because God will never put on you more than you can handle and until you are done healing and once again whole…I can not love you.

-Gerald Dean
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